ZOMG!!!
Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going...
Today, my AP teacher said, when i told him my reason for leaving my textbook at home, where it always, is after he told me to bring it for a book check *gasp from rambling*, "you see, what happened wassss"
"You know what they says about excuses...they're like body parts."
And I'm like "What? Only good till they start to malfunction? Well you know what?! every organ in my body is in tip top shape so i guess my excuses are good for now!"
So he knows I sooo pwned him. But because one does not admit defeat, Coach Reid, my AP teacher, points to a sign that says "Excuses STOP HERE." where the dorway is." I run over there and squeeze myself into barely where the door is (a little rectangle in the wall) and I point to the door "Doorway," point to the sign "Sign," motion the imaginary "HERE" line in front of me. "ok, you see, what happened wassss..." and the class starts laughing and he's rolling his eyes.
When i got back to my seat and he's lecturing about excuses (tell em how a textbook check lasts this long!) I'm like "I dont understand how when you tell the truth, its acceptable and good. Like me saying 'I Definitly forgot to bring my book'. But when you tell the story behind the truth its an excuse? Like WHY i forgot the book in the first place..." My friend Jovani seconded it and everyone said it was true..
Hahaha i'm such a pain in the ass to him...ok i'm done now
The comfort zone takes our greatest aspirations and turns them into excuses for not bothering to aspire. -Peter McWilliams
- Mood:
jubilant - Music:the sound of my fingers typing...this isn't my computer file so i have no itunes
Lying in grass searching under and over
Dying to find but one four-leaf clover
Never my fortune to find one before
Try as I might, I falter once more
Dying to find but one four-leaf clover
Never my fortune to find one before
Try as I might, I falter once more
yours...The Lolita of Clubs
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From crushes, to feelings, to actions.
I wish i had shared what effected me WHEN it did so i didn't have to spend years learning how properly "say what's on my mind" and "speak up, or else I won't be heard" ...Quotes for that in that thise were actually spoken words. I spent year being downtrodded by those who actually wanted me to just SAY IT. I don't mind that because I put it on myself.
If i had "said it like i meant it" back then I wouldn't have the poisonous tongue that i have now. The say it before it escapes my mind tonge, where i barely think before i speak, and I dole out comebacks like reflexes. This way my mouth wouldn't be what had to watch for such a long time...
And that now when i want to keep my own secrets I don't. But I find it even harder to explain myself.
"He then learns that in going down into the secrets of his own mind he has descended into the secrets of all minds."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
...i think Ralph Emerson interferes with my life much to many times
My First Post since my old account two years ago, I've done well
Yours,
The Lolita Of Clubs
D.Vintage
- Mood:
contemplative
Lying in grass searching under and over
Dying to find but one four-leaf clover
Never my fortune to find one before
Try as I might, I falter once more
Dying to find but one four-leaf clover
Never my fortune to find one before
Try as I might, I falter once more
yours...The Lolita of Clubs
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